Lost love

I have loved and lost
Oh my lover, you are not to blame
I always knew , we couldnt be together
Yet, i tried
.......
I admired in you your values,
They were just what I was seeking
Even though you dint seem to like mine.
Still , I tried
.......
You are a fine person I know
But what made you magnificent,was my very desire for you
I thought you are a diamond..
And So , I tried ....
.......
And when I did try,
You squirmed and said no,
It hit me worse than a poisonous arrow,
I hit the ground hard, after this try!
.........
Now the poison is out
And I have stood up again
To see you are still the same person you were
Only my want and desire for you is not there anymore
Why is it that I lost my mind for you
I dont understand now
But finding the answer , i will surely try!!!